Today is day one of the rest of my life, no more cheating, no more excuses, no slacking off.
Clean eating and exercise because that’s what my body deserves!

be proud to be you!
Everybody needs to see this, and read this, and then read it again, and see in their hearts that every word of this is true.
If you struggle with eating disorders of any kind, if you are a weightloss blog, if you self injure, if you have BPD, if you have been abused, if you are a dancer, a runner, a music freak or a college student, reblog this.
Because I want to follow you all.
I just want to say something. To any of my followers asking “how to have an eating disorder” or asking for tips on how to destroy themselves.. You don’t want this. This thing, it lives inside you and it’s all you can think about. Before you know it, not only have you lost most of your friends, but eventually it’s not even about being skinny anymore. It’s like a parasite that tunnels through your brain telling you that you will never be good enough for anything or anyone. You shut out the ones who love you and want to help you. You lose them because they see no more hope. If you’re lucky, you’ll be sent into in-patient treatment and take the steps to getting better. If you’re like me, you will lie your way through therapy and still struggle for years between getting help and wanting to slowly kill yourself. This is not some “fun way to lose weight.” It all starts out the same way, restrict a little here, purge a little more of that, and then it becomes a routine, like it’s normal. Then, before you know it, it’s your life. Don’t choose to start unhealthy decisions on your weight loss, because it could become more serious that most people understand.
I would never wish an eating disorder on anyone. This feeling is for life, you are never the same again.




